I masturbate to pictures of Ben Shapiro

I masturbate to pictures of Ben Shapiro almost every day just because I know he would hate the idea of a male wanking to him, it’s actually really difficult because I don’t find him sexually attractive in any way and especially just his headshots but I have done it every day for about 2 years because I found it funny at first but now I’m so used to it that it makes me feel incomplete if I don’t do it every day